Binx lifestyle

05/08/2025

Did you know Aug 22 is Rainbow Baby Day?

If you have not seen my previous post, I am doing two special rainbow baby day posts that you can include your baby in.

1. A collage with all the rainbow baby pictures (ultrasound pics are fine and also rainbow babies who passed away)

2. A special posts with all the names of the rainbow babies.

If you want to participate in either, you can comment below or message me!

As always, I know this day can be hard for those who are still trying for their rainbow baby and those who do not have their rainbow for various reasons.

In the loss community, this day brings a lot of joy and hope for many, while also creating sadness and anger for those who are still on their journey.

Sending love to everyone, no matter where you are in this journey.

26/01/2025

This!! We will continue to break the silence 💔

13/01/2025

06/01/2025

Deep Text

29/12/2024

I’m a different kind of mother
I have three children but only two living
I’m a different kind of mother
I felt all of you kick and brought you into the world your brother and sister screaming while you slept peacefully
I’m a different kind of mother
I keep my head up high and a smile on my face because your brother and sister needs me
I help them through this dark confusing place
I’m a different kind of mother
Seeing your feet so small my perfect little fairy stepped into my life i blinked for just a second and you was gone
I’m a different kind of mother
I’m fallen apart again and this time I can’t put all the pieces back because your missing
I’m a different kind of mother
There footsteps and messy handprints missing from my walls and floors a forehead I long to kiss but Is a lifetime away
I’m a different kind of mother
Who longs for arguments with your dad over who turn it is to change your nappy and late nights sleepless nights cuddles and trips to the park on a warm Sunday afternoon
I’m a different kind of mother
Who can’t put ribbons in your hair on your first day of school all the plans and milestones and holidays we miss nothing thesame again without you
Cause we are a different kind of family
From two worlds we aligned for a second
like the rare eclipse of the moon
But I promise everyday my love for you will never change ❤️
Hollie Meehan ❤️

29/12/2024

It’s bin a long super quite year
There is just some things for legal and personal reasons I just can’t post
We won !!!

And it’s ours every last bit of it ❤️
but it’s all paying off all I can say is since September 2021 to December 2024 Iv bin fighting for her
teaching hospitals and university across the whole country are now using BINXS tragedy in their teachings for this and the next generation of medical professional ,to learn by along with the policy’s already in place in local hospitals and clinics
My goal is to prevent somthing like what happened to me happing again and it is looking more and more positive by the day for pregnant woman and their care as well as for woman who chose abortion because one thing that is kept out of all Binxs is story is the inhumane times I was asked when did I have my abortion while I was sitting there in premature labor
Now binx wasn’t a abortion she spontaneously went into labour 5 months early
But I couldn’t shake the feeling that is how woman who chose this option may of bin treated while in pain as I was assumed to have bin a patient of such procedures for a brief moment
As well as the fact binx wasn’t the only baby who passed that morning in a busy A&E 

I would just like to say a big thank you to the small amount of people that stuck by me in this whole situation over the years I know it’s bin difficult and I appreciate you all so much new friends and old
And I appreciate those who didn’t stick around and choose to support me with their silence

I can now draw a line and move forward to the next chapter of Binxs and that’s the honor of her and have her name live on
2025/2026 is now going to be our year to achieve all the things Iv had planned resourced and researched ,for our future and waiting for the right time to say this because moving on isn’t a option for me the physical scars are on my body and mind for life but moving forward honoring all we have missed and will miss to achieving somthing else 🙂 I won’t be publicly announcing things untill they have bin achieved as this is my life work i hope your looking down on us protecting us and are proud of the choices we made ❤️
Sleep well baby girl
Mummy’s bringing it home ❤️🇬🇧

24/11/2024