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Grief that doesn’t end.
10/02/2026

Grief that doesn’t end.

My sweet Azlin, happy 2nd birthday, my love 🤍I am endlessly proud of you and your kindness, your gentleness, your beauti...
23/01/2026

My sweet Azlin, happy 2nd birthday, my love 🤍

I am endlessly proud of you and your kindness, your gentleness, your beautiful heart. Even at such a young age, you’ve shown so much understanding and care, especially in moments when mama needed it most.

You would have been the most wonderful big sister, and I know that with all my heart.

You’re unwell today, and I wish more than anything that you feel better very soon. My only prayer for you, always, is a life full of health, happiness, and peace.

My little sunshine. My greatest blessing. 🌤️🤍

I carried you, I loved you, and that will always matter 🤍
15/01/2026

I carried you, I loved you, and that will always matter 🤍

Our January baby 🤍We imagined starting this year very differently.We imagined joy, quiet excitement, and sharing happy n...
05/01/2026

Our January baby 🤍

We imagined starting this year very differently.
We imagined joy, quiet excitement, and sharing happy news.
Instead, our year began with heartbreak.

From 1st January, I started bleeding.
On 4th January, at 12 weeks, we lost our precious baby.

We never got to hear your heartbeat.
Never got to see you on a screen.
Never got to announce you to our family the way we planned.
You were meant to be our summer baby, arriving on 19 July 2026.

But please know this —
you were so deeply wanted.

Your big sister was already excited to meet you.
We were dreaming of holding you in our arms,
of this year, of this summer, of the life we thought was waiting for us.

We named you Idris — after one of our prophets — if you were a boy.
And Ada — meaning grace — if you were a girl.
Names chosen with love, hope, and faith.

We don’t want you to be hidden.
We don’t want you to be forgotten.
You existed. You mattered.
You deserve to be known, to be spoken about, and to be celebrated.

This is not how we imagined our new year beginning.
But even in this pain, you will always be remembered with love —
not for how you left,
but for how much space you already held in our hearts.

Idris. Ada.
You will always be part of us 🤍

Until we meet again.
Love Mumma, Baba and Azlin.
Always loved. Always missed.

A little Italy to close out 2025 🍝🇮🇹 carrying more than just memories into the new year 🤍[ italy, photodump, traveldiari...
31/12/2025

A little Italy to close out 2025 🍝🇮🇹 carrying more than just memories into the new year 🤍

[ italy, photodump, traveldiaries, 2025recap, memories, gratitude ]

From May to now — sun-soaked days, quiet chaos, sweet moments I don’t want to forget 🌿[ maytonow, photodump, lifeinmomen...
26/06/2025

From May to now — sun-soaked days, quiet chaos, sweet moments I don’t want to forget 🌿

[ maytonow, photodump, lifeinmoments, slowdays, goldenhours, motherhoodmagic, simplejoys ]

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