14/12/2025
// "I Love you." It'll pass." //
My father says, Love is a strong word just as much as Hate.
I disagree, i decided to romanticize everything. It's the weakest i've been.
I spent all my energy being sad and now i associate being happy with love. I love almost everything...
But in hindsight, i think he meant, TO BE IN LOVE IS STRONG, that i do agree with.
I realise, love is a choice i can make but to be in love isn't. I've been in love unfortunately.
Maa says i have it written all over my face when i do. I can't ask a single question without giving myself away.
How was your day? (i hope good)
How are you? (i hope you're okay)
When do we meet again? (i hope soon)
Do you miss me? (i hope you do)
MY LOVE HAS TO BE HIGHER THAN WORDS. So when i fall in love, i fall silent.
Anyways, i cann't make someone think and feel as deeply as i do. This is my tragedy.
The amount of damge i can cause and the amount of damage i can let them, both are uncontrollably high. So now when i fall in love. I will not.
9:42 pm
7.February.2025
