nakedbylazar

nakedbylazar Fighting cancer for the second time. In need of bone marrow transplat. Donations on Revolut or Patreon. Thank you for your support!

The earth holds my griefwhile the shadows learn my name.I have lived close to the edge,breathing beside death —and now t...
01/01/2026

The earth holds my grief
while the shadows learn my name.
I have lived close to the edge,
breathing beside death —
and now the giant who taught me courage
has become a guardian of light.
I lost a Titan.
I gained an Archangel.
And somewhere between darkness and sky,
love keeps watch.

RIP

A body shaped by battle. A mountain shaped by time.I’m still climbing — through fear, through pain, through prayer.And e...
28/12/2025

A body shaped by battle. A mountain shaped by time.
I’m still climbing — through fear, through pain, through prayer.
And even here, there is light.
Healing isn’t a straight line… but I’m still here. And I’m still rising.

Thank you .ina.roawr for always saying yes to me! I miss our shootings.



14/12/2025

Tomorrow I start the treatment — the first day of many days of chemotherapy.

I’m nervous, of course, but also deeply trusting that this is the place where I have my best chance.

At the same time, my father remains in a very serious condition. No one has told me exactly what diagnosis he received. What I do know is that we are both fighting for our lives, each in our own way. We carry each other in our thoughts, even when most of the time we quite literally don’t have the breath to speak.

Life can change in ways you never imagine. In just two months, I’ve found myself in places and situations I never knew how to dream of — extreme moments where I had to look death straight in the eyes.

I’m going forward with fear, with love, and with hope.

Thank you for being here.

I don’t really know how to sum up the past few weeks except with one word: chaos. Biopsies, hospital visits, uncertainty...
30/11/2025

I don’t really know how to sum up the past few weeks except with one word: chaos. Biopsies, hospital visits, uncertainty, waiting, fear. My biopsy result came late, and the first version was actually wrong — which threw me into an incredibly difficult place where nothing made sense anymore.

Then I arrived at IEO Milan. And for the first time, a doctor sat with me and explained everything step by step. They proposed a treatment that is more modern, more gentle, and with real chances — something that was never properly explained to me back in Romania. For that, I am deeply grateful.

But now comes the hardest part: I will need a bone marrow transplant. The costs are extremely high, far beyond what we can handle alone. This is why I’m once again asking for your support — whether it’s financial, by spreading the word, or simply through a message. Every gesture genuinely matters.

Thank you for being here with me on this long road. I wouldn’t have made it this far without this community standing beside me.

Simmetry of shapes ***ir
21/05/2025

Simmetry of shapes

***ir

Irina este unul dintre cele mai diversificate modele cu care am colaborat, comunicarea este fara cusur si rezultatele su...
25/06/2024

Irina este unul dintre cele mai diversificate modele cu care am colaborat, comunicarea este fara cusur si rezultatele sunt mereu peste asteptari.
Abia astept sa colaboram si pentru primul nostru workshop in Bucuresti de la inceputul lunii August .

Mai multe detalii foarte curand.

Fotografie aleasa si publicata de catre Vogue Italia. Lucru care imi da curaj si imi confirma ca primul nostru workshop ...
24/06/2024

Fotografie aleasa si publicata de catre Vogue Italia.

Lucru care imi da curaj si imi confirma ca primul nostru workshop de Fotografie de Nud o sa fie tare fain.

In August eu si Irina vom organiza prima editie intr-o padure langa Bucuresti.

Vom anunta organizarea zilei in urmatoarea perioada, cu siguranta va fi o parte teoretica, partea practica de shooting in care voi arata felul in care lucrez si colaborez cu modelul , precum si partea individuala de shooting in care voi asista fiecare cursant dar vom lasa si mana libera creativitatii fiecaruia.

Daca sunteti interesati va astept cu un mesaj pentru mai multe detalii.

Dark Places - nu tot ce gandim sau simtim este sau trebuie sa fie dragut si frumos. Nici nu mai stiu d**a cate sedinte d...
19/06/2024

Dark Places - nu tot ce gandim sau simtim este sau trebuie sa fie dragut si frumos. Nici nu mai stiu d**a cate sedinte de chimioterapie am facut sedinta asta foto si nici cate zile trecuse de la ultima administrare, cert este ca...moartea se simtea in aer. Nu imi era teama si stiam ca nu este a mea, insa din ce in ce mai mult simteam ca simt moartea in jurul meu. Efectele tratamentului? Probabil, insa am dorit sa dau afara gandurile din mintea mea pentru a ma putea linisti. Desi am verbalizat ce simteam am considerat ca este o oportunitate sa transpun si in fotografie sentimentele si felul in care vedeam lumea in acel moment.
Aceasta este una din fotografiile din serie.

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