03/08/2021
Calling me home, Summer 2015
Double exposure on Holga/Madelyn at 8, portrait
I wrote a blog post many years ago about this Summer exactly two years after the death of my mom. These scans arrived today, on International Women’s Day and my heart burst into a million pieces. I cannot let today go by without speaking of my mother who comforted me in ways that I haven’t found since. She’s not here to guide me through picking up from the difficult days my daughter sometimes faces. These two beautiful females who were once so close here on earth only to unexpectedly have to close their chapter and leave me to pick up the pieces. It hasn’t been easy but the one thing I do know is the strength that’s been passed down to us is far greater than the hurt. Celebrating all three of us today and being as tender and gentle to myself as I can be. I never wanted to be in the middle, but it’s where I am ❤️
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