10/05/2024
After years off the road…
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“Nobody talks about how hard it is to go from this to a ‘normal life. From being wild and untamed, and absolutely in your face about how unjust it all is, to treading around on tiptoes trying not to offend people with your resistance to this colonized way of life. Nobody talks about how hard it is to uproot your essence for a moments reprieve from being told everything you are is wrong.
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Having to watch people wage war against their natural selves, settle in to time structures that neglect rest and exploration as it calls to us, deny our curiosity to meeting others in the depths of their existence because we are so f^%ing afraid of everything. And it’s so f&$ing hard, it’s hard to want to be different but be just as afraid as everyone else, and to suck at figuring it out, and to not even know if you want to figure it out because none of it actually makes any goddamned sense.. but here I am, in spite of it all, overwhelmed every moment of every day because where did it all go so wrong and thank god it’s starting to finally go right again but is it though?
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Yes and no I think, and I’ll continue residing in that duality, torn between two worlds that aren’t meant for one another and dreaming about ways to be two very different people all in this one very singular life.”
- Ophelia