03/13/2024
Never once thought there would be a day I’d be writing this post. First I want to wish you a Happy Heavenly Birthday. You and your fancy name are always in my heart. You are sorely missed and will always be.
I thank God that just 3 short days before you gaining your beautiful wings I was able to talk to you one last time, on a deeper level, and hear just how much my baby meant to you. I love you and will love you always son. I haven’t said much until now, because this s**t just can’t be real. I can’t come to terms with it at all. I am so torn in how to feel, what to feel, and just how to even write anything involving you no longer being here. You were everything and always will be. Nobody gets to steal that fact. I miss that I could call you and call on you. How I never trust nobody with my kids but trusted you. You are everything and then some. You were more than a friend, truly a brother, the best brother anybody could ever have asked for. They don’t make people like you with your humor, generosity, and pure undying love for your brother.
We are celebrating you today, and singing your birthday praises. Today was a day that you deserved to be here with us all celebrating you. I know you are having the ultimate party where you are. Until we meet again we will always remember you, celebrate you, and I personally will always sing your praises for everything you have been to us. You always called me Ma and I miss that. God, take care of my baby that I didn’t give birth to but love just the same. Enjoy those rainbows Trent and Happy Birthday to you my baby 🤍🕊️🎂
