10/09/2026
content notice: su***de prevention
today is world su***de prevention day
which gets me thinking about the version of me who almost didn’t get to be here
i’m not going to wrap that in a neat little bow
because it wasn’t neat
and it wasn’t poetic
and it wasn’t solved by one sunrise or one camera or one brave decision
but i am here now
older
softer in some places
angrier in others
still occasionally a complete mess
still carrying a camera
still noticing light on ordinary things
and i am very very glad i stayed
if you are in the part of the story where staying feels impossible
please tell someone
not because everything magically becomes easy
but because you deserve the chance to find out what else your life can become