Molly Bullock Photography

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R U OKAY DAY. In our of today and mental health I wanted to share this poem that’s very close to my heart. It’s somethin...
08/09/2022

R U OKAY DAY. In our of today and mental health I wanted to share this poem that’s very close to my heart. It’s something I’ve struggled with for years and although it’s still hard from time to time I’ve come to realise that things do eventually get a little brighter.



Anxieties got me in a chokehold
And with every breathe i take
Their grip gets tighter and tighter until i cant take it anymore
Until the pressure gets the best of me and i collapse
Back into my bed
Back into my safety
Its where my anxiety wants me to stay
Where my depression thrives
And where the world seems peaceful
Especially at night

No ones around
I love the night time
Its as if I'm in my own world
I make the rules
No one is around to see me fall,
Or how i dance around my room to music
Its just me
And that's how my anxiety and depression want it to be
Just the three of us
For the rest of my life
Its sad
But is it?

Isnt what everyone wants in life is to find the place where they feel the most comfortable
Somewhere they feel at home
Somewhere they belong
My room is that place for me
The four walls are my safety nest
And i know it isnt right
I know i cant stay like this
And deep down i really don't want it to
I love the little life I've created for myself out of these four walls
And I'm thriving for the first time ever
I have never been as happy as i am now

But every now and again
Anxiety and depression come back
With a grip around my throat
And its harder
And harder
Than ever to push them off of me
To get them to let go
To be able to finally breathe again
And enjoy the life I've created
Anxiety and depression are a bitch
But their my bi***es
And i love them in their own little quirky way

But you know what they say sometimes you got to let go of the things you love the most
Because they are not always looking out for your best interests
And i know anxiety and depression aren't my friends
But its hard
And they will forever come and go into my life
But they no longer control me
I can no longer stay confined to the four walls of my room
Because the world is truly my oyster
And its time I take charge of it on my own.

Kind of LoveWritten by me •••
27/08/2022

Kind of Love
Written by me



ITS BACKYou've convinced yourself the only time you can be productive is 2amGood mornings start to look a look more like...
21/08/2022

ITS BACK

You've convinced yourself the only time you can be productive is 2am
Good mornings start to look a look more like afternoons
Soon you are rearranging your bedroom, looking through old photographs
While the rest of the world sleeps
You've realised the cycle has started again.

You're convincing people that your a night owl
That you feel peace in the moons sky
That its not depression
You simply just not tired

When you were a teenager it was expected, you know?
You just had a bad sleep cycle you would say
But you're an adult now
You're days usually consist of work or uni between 9 and 5
You cant be sleeping until lunch
And at first things were okay

You would get up, put on your face and walk out of that door
And you did it for awhile
But now the cycle is back

Its different this time though
You use to lean into the emotions and fully shut down
But people need you now
They rely on you to get jobs done

And its not as if you don't feel the depression
You know its there, you recognise that
But you cant feel those waves of emotions that kept you bed ridden
Well at least at night it doesnt

Night is where you come alive
You feel like you could lead the world to glory
That every dream is possible
Until its 3am and you eventually crash

But then its 11:30pm, you wake
And wonder why you would ever leave these four walls.
Its the cycle
We all know this cycle
Because most of us live it.
Its our everyday life.



INTERTWINED:It wasn't just about our love It was the knowing you were there when i came home Cooking us pasta because yo...
01/08/2022

INTERTWINED:
It wasn't just about our love
It was the knowing you were there when i came home
Cooking us pasta because you knew i had a hard day
Even though i didn't say a word

That i didn't have to ask you to get me medication when I was sick
Because when i woke up you were standing their with tissues, heat pack and some chocolate
As we would always say
There was nothing chocolate couldn't heal

It was that you cared for me without me having to ask
That you were always there for me the way I was there for you
You made me realise i deserved more than
False promises
And
The 10 minutes of attention
I use to beg for.

That love was more than the words you spoke
It was the actions that came from silence
Because our souls were so intertwined
We knew what it took to make the others heart beat.



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The innocents of a wedding dress mixed with the harsh and rustic location. I love mixing things that don’t seem like tha...
27/07/2022

The innocents of a wedding dress mixed with the harsh and rustic location. I love mixing things that don’t seem like that should go together within my shoots



Shout out to for agreeing to putting the wedding dress on haha



🌟A poem about that special person who you thought would always be in your life. But somewhere along the way you found yo...
15/05/2022

🌟
A poem about that special person who you thought would always be in your life. But somewhere along the way you found yourselves on different paths.



I wrote this a while ago and decided to share in for those still in these thoughts. Know you are loved and have the powe...
14/05/2022

I wrote this a while ago and decided to share in for those still in these thoughts. Know you are loved and have the power to control your life xx

The Sydney Opera house in all its glory •••I dreamed about seeing the Opera House as a child and back in January I final...
06/04/2022

The Sydney Opera house in all its glory



I dreamed about seeing the Opera House as a child and back in January I finally did! These two images where my absolute favourite that I snapped of the Opera house ☺️

Jesse Bullock and Kathys reception ❤️
23/02/2022

Jesse Bullock and Kathys reception ❤️

SYDNEY CITY SCAPE 💙💙💙••I saw you today Except it wasn’t you Their figure was the perfect outline of you From cloth wrapp...
12/02/2022

SYDNEY CITY SCAPE 💙💙💙


I saw you today
Except it wasn’t you

Their figure was the perfect outline of you
From cloth wrapped around them just like you use to wear

I got to see you again today
For the first time in 6 years
I now remember what you look like
What it felt to see you
And no longer did i feel fear towards your face
All I want to do was give you a hug

Everything the same
But it’s not

A new city you never adventured yourself
But when I look around I swear you are right there
And maybe perhaps it’s because I wish I could experience the new with you
Or perhaps my past haunts my present still

All I know is that no matter the city I visit
Or how far I wonder away
I will always see your face pass by



The Grand entrance Jesse & Kathy’s Wedding reception 2022•••
08/02/2022

The Grand entrance
Jesse & Kathy’s Wedding reception 2022



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