03/10/2018
It’s been thirteen years my mother is away from our village. She started working when I was on her womb and my father died. Since then she is struggling alone in the city to save me and never got the chance to return to the village. I have hardly seen my mother to smile. Only one thing keeps her eyes sparkling, that is memory of our village. I grew up by hearing the stories of a village where I never went. Every night my mother spoke about our village and the things she left there. I asked her many times why we cannot go back to our village for forever or spending some time there. She told me that we need money for going back, we need money for our bazaar and also we have to repair our hut. She told me, we can never go back even for short time because we do not have any savings. After knowing all, I stopped asking her to go back. It’s been two years I started working. My mother never took my money and I started saving. Every day I got 50 taka and after two years of saving I was able to give my money to my mother. I asked her to use the money to repair our wrecked hut and rest of the money can be used for bazaar. When I told her what I wanted to do she was blankly looking at my face. She repeatedly asked me, if I really think we can make our way to village again. I replied to her every time and said, ‘Yes, we can.’ We only have a few days left to go back to our village. Every night now I tell my mother what we are going to do together. She tells me that she will drink a lot of water from tube wall. I tell her I will spend all my evening at river side. I never saw my mother this much happy ever before. Every day we are organizing things for our journey. Now it’s very hard to sleep at night for us as we keep talking about what we will do in the village. this journey is not only for my mother but also to fulfill my dream. I never see any river in my life. I really want to dive into the deep water of the river that my mother talked about all these years. Even when I go to sleep I see a huge river, uncountable trees and get the smell of mud. With my mother, I keep planning to return to a place that I know only by dreaming.