05/06/2026
Sometimes life throws everything upside down and often times it marks the gateway to a life altering change.
About a year ago, I started walking, going on long hikes, to learn, to heal, to blend with nature, looking for wonder, searching for a new path in life, to reconnect with nature.
These adventures have brought me back into connection with myself and the oneness.
But life found another way to slow me down, the moment I fell from the stairs. I must have a guardian angel because I could have died because of the way I landed on my head.
This event shook me to the core and made me realize how fragile life is. The only thing I could think of while, tied down, in the ambulance was that I wouldnโt be able to take care of my children for a long time. I must have cried a bucket full. My world was trembling. My absolute nightmare.
I am lucky my body scans turned out to be good and I only had fractures in my foot. It will take about half a year for it to fully heal so I feel like I am being slowed down in life to do more introspection. To live more in the moment.
Now thereโs no running away, no going on adventures to expand my horizons.
Now thereโs only giving in on the rest. Now thereโs time for cuddles and opening up my heart space even more.
Now is for writing, for learning, and reading the dust collecting books.
Now is good for me. No living in the past, not planning the futureโฆ
I am here.
I am alive and my thirst for life keeps on growing.
Now I can come home to myself ๐ป
