06/02/2026
Derp Dog Studios turned 3 last month, and I desperately wanted to celebrate.
But when the week arrived, it came with a wave of grief.
Yay, 3 years with a side of…How has it already been more than 3 years since I lost my soul dog?
When I started Derp Dog Studios, I was a shell of a human. I had just lost Jinx to cancer after spending eight long months in anticipatory grief, wondering every day when our time would be up.
At that point, I was mostly just going through the motions of being an adult. The only reason I kept moving forward most days was because Rooster never forgot to remind me when breakfast was, when it was time for a walk, and of course, when dinner absolutely needed to be served. I functioned because I had to take care of him.
Derp Dog Studios was the first thing that made me excited about life again. The first thing that made me want to do more than simply survive the day.
I never expected those first test shoots to become my career. I never expected to find my dream job in the middle of what felt like my personal hell.
I truly believe that what’s meant for you has a way of finding you.
So happy 3rd birthday to this little business.
And thank you for giving me purpose when I needed it most, for helping me find my way through depression, and for introducing me to so many incredible dogs and humans along the way.
This is just a reminder that sometimes your favorite chapter ends. Sometimes you close a book you never wanted to finish. But that doesn’t mean you won’t love another, or find a new favorite chapter someday.
And I like to think I’m living that new favourite chapter now, with Rooster, with this business, and with all of you.
❤️❤️