01/11/2024
This is a photo from a fun shoot by and also what happened to be Eli’s and I’s first date.
Yes I brought him to a bo***ir shoot that I was modeling in for our first date. There are some much more revealing photos as I’m sure you’d expect (l!nk !n B!0 😘) but something about this one caught my attention again tonight. On our first date he observed me in one of the most uncomfortable places I can be, in front of the camera. He made sure that I was taken care of the entire time, he encouraged me, even that flannel is his, it took us a long time to realize that love is what we wanted to surrender to, we were “just having fun” guarded, easy, unattached fun. And it was just that, until it wasn’t, and we could no longer deny the truth between us. When I saw this photo, it made me realize that despite our efforts to be cool calm and collected, I think maybe we’ve been loving each other since day one, look at that face of endearment. Mmm love can be funny sometimes.
