12/30/2016
I am like ice, I am still and I'm looking around, at this world wondering how we are going to turn out.
As their is a tear running down my face , I'm melting inside I'm falling a part, trying to yell for help but I can't because I'm frozen, as the inside of me is cold and the out side of me is frozen and im still trying to break free.
I'm sitting their starting to have a melt down, I fall from high places to low I'm falling down, I crack, I shatter, I fall and I break down onto the floor trying to decide what is the point thinking in my head why don't I just stop all of this and melt away?
But then I thought of my family, my friends, my dreams I would fail my quest in life and most of all I didn't disorve to melt away? What could I do to change my world, to change somebody else's day! So instead of melting stand up unfreeze your self let the sun evaporate you as it will lift you up and you can dance and laugh and sing and best of all your smiling your alive, allow the sun light to break through, let it raise you up again as you are shining and lighting up your world your lighting up our world so remember to hold on to the things you love when you tumble and shatter pull your self up push the cold things away hold on to the sun light, let it fill your heart up with light, joy and laughter and family, faith.
I would rather be in the light than the grey clouds swarming over my head and taking over my mind and pulling me down and freezing me up! So be like ice hold on, like how ice will try it's best and hold on to you or the roof top.