01/02/2026
This year felt layered.
There was so much beauty in it, but also a lot happening behind the scenes. After my last wedding in June, I woke up the next morning barely able to get out of bed. My back pain quietly became part of my everyday life. I struggled to put socks and clothes on, sneezing and coughing, get in my car>drive>get out of my car, wash my face, pick up things off the floor, feed our dog, etc.. the most mundane things became really hard. Sitting (especially editing) was often the hardest part, which turned it into a physical and mental hurdle. Most days it looked like 5 minutes at my desk, standing up, stretching, a heating pad wrapped around me, and trying again. It’s been humbling to say the least but has also taught me to slow down. With the help of physio and my wedding season done for the year, my pain has definitely decreased, but I’m still healing and learning how to care for my body so I can keep doing this work well.
At the same time, this year brought some really exciting growth. I booked winery weddings.. a small dream I’ve had since the very beginning, and worked with couples whose wedding days truly matched my style and fueled my creativity. I also spent a lot of time inside my business: rebuilding my website + branding, getting clearer on what I want this work to look like, and finding ways for it to grow without losing the creative spark that keeps me excited.
I’m ending the year incredibly grateful. Grateful for the clients who trusted me, for the lessons I didn’t ask for but needed, and for a future that feels thoughtful and full. I’m hopeful for continued healing, and genuinely excited for the weddings already on the calendar!
Here’s to moving into the new year a little slower, a little wiser, but also very ready for what’s ahead. 🤍
Photo take by and edited by me 📸
