09/02/2026
This is probably the most personal thing I’ve shared on Humans Behind the Uniform.
I’ve gone back and forth about sharing this call. But if I’m going to ask first responders to talk to someone about the calls that stay with them, I think it’s time I shared one of mine.
Six kids were trapped. My branch man and I were first in. Our hose line went empty in the hallway. We could hear the kids screaming. I was scared. We just knew there were kids ahead of us and we had to keep going.
We got five out. EMS fought to keep them alive. One baby was still missing. We came out, changed our air bottles and went back in. Searching through the rubble, we reached down and felt what I thought was a doll.
It wasn’t a doll.
Then I went home and looked at my own kids, around the same age. That was nearly 30 years ago, and that call still lives with me.
That’s why I’m sharing this. If you have one of those calls, talk about it. Don’t keep telling yourself you’re fine because that’s what we were supposed to do.
Don’t wait 30 years like I did to talk about the call that never really left you.
Never forget there is a human behind the uniform.