07/10/2022
I’m still in disbelief that you are gone. Kristian Peddle you were what I lived for and wanted to watch grow and experience life. You had your full life ahead of you with opportunities everywhere. You were loved by so many people as you loved others as so many have share great stories of times with you. Your heart was huge as you cared for everyone. Kristian you also had that big spot for animals and always wanted to help or spend time with them. Buster was a lucky boy to have you.
I’m always told things happen for a reason but still don’t believe that. There is no reason that you had to leave us so early. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and picture you playing with Buster, going for drives or cooking up something different you just found. I miss your voice and smile buddy and things are not the same without you. You left a hole in me that will never heal.
This weekend is always so hard as I try to figure out what happened. I know we can’t change the past but just wonder what if….. I wish that if she cared for you the way you cared for her you would still be here. You confided in her and needed help and she did the exact opposite, After reading the reports that was clear. I’m sorry I could not protect you from that pain.
Never take life for granted. It can be turned upside in one phone call and all you are left with is memories.
Son, you are always in my heart and I love you.
Dad