03/15/2023
guess who's back?!
I haven't been present on my socials for a while now, &
As you know, I'm a super transparent no BS lover, so to say where have I been
DoggyPaddlin'
Covid slowed things down, took away socializing & 'normality', then sped things waaay up playing endless catchup, -insert MAD denial of burnout
& then the universe threw me a pregnancy shocker (legit when she has a plan - SHE HAS A PLAN!) & now with a babe, just navigating a new hat, it has been a wild adjustment.
motherhood isn't a one size fits all
I was drowning in all the to-dos, comparing us to all the 'SM moms' who have it together looking all cute taking perfect photos daily, getting hit with SAD, drowning in emails msgs DMs, endless cleaning & organizing, running my brains of future what-ifs & now mom guilts, forms of pre & post-partum depressions, questioning my path in life overthinking all the things, and then add in the pressures of showing up on socials looking human in a perfectly positioned photo. Guilts & Regrets.
Energy was null, running on fumes & cold coffee gut rots. Even though every day was different, I felt an inner disassociation within. A battle of knowing what's up but not being able to shake it.
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2021 til now has very well blended & disappeared, & while 2023 has just begun, it's taking me some sweet time to feel my flow & find my footing. I'm moving to a newer way of intentional living & staying present, thankful every day for my journey thus far.
& hotdamn do I have a load of gorgeous humans to still share with you!
so as I continually rebuild my mental health, reawaken my selfbeing, & shift myself to a newer path (& reinvent my brand), you'll see me much more present on here
I'm back babes. I am fkn back. & I love you!