04/25/2025
Happy Heavenly Birthday Shining Light!
Everytime I think of you, I struggle to actually cry properly. The broken heart, the temporary absence of your voice, laughter, everything You. I regret not taking a picture of us at our very first and last brunch together.
I’ve really tried to intellectualize your loss. To make sense of everything. To help my heart not break down and my spirit downcast.
I know you are sleeping. But God sees our heart and the heaviness too much to express, a sigh can only be my best way to.
Happy heavenly Birthday to you! Though not with us atm, I still celebrate you. And I can only thank God for your life- that would be the most logical thing for me to do at this time- to speak to the Living One, who hears us, and knows You, and loves us all.
Thank you Jesus.
Happy Birthday Mapau.
Sleep on Mapau.💜🕊
