20/05/2026
*"You will never understand my pain"*
Yes, you will not understand.
Because you only see your own happiness.
You have never seen that my insides are dying little by little every day.
When you smile and say "Nothing happened",
My insides break into a thousand pieces.
Don't you know, a single word of your negligence
robs my Sarat's sleep.
I keep quiet.
Because if you shout, will you get upset?
If you cry and say "You are acting"?
So I swallow all the pain.
I smile with a stone in my chest.
You said, "You will not find anyone except me".
Maybe you were right.
But you did not understand that
Even though I found you,
I have lost myself.
Today, when I look in the mirror,
I cannot recognize myself.
The boy who once smiled brightly,
Today he only sheds tears silently.
After you left, I realized,
Love doesn't just mean being by your side.
Love means caring, understanding, and holding on.
You only knew how to break.
Now I don't blame you anymore.
The fault is mine.
I loved you more than myself.
And when a person forgets himself,
he only suffers.
One day you will understand.
The day no one will love you like me.
The day my emptiness eats you up.
That day you will want to come back.
But I won't stay anymore.
Because a broken person doesn't break twice, brother.
He just quietly moves away.
*_Love doesn't come with pain,
Only the person ends._*
