28/03/2021
It was exactly a year ago today that I boarded my flight out of New Delhi bound for the US via Tokyo, ending a trip that I still consider to be one of the defining experiences of my life.
I can remember the immense sense of relief that I felt holding the ticket stub while I walked through the deserted Delhi airport. Relief tinged with something at the bottom of my stomach that I've only ever felt as a rollercoaster ticks its way to the top of the first drop. Today marks the one year anniversary of that feeling.
Sure, it has been stronger at some times than others, but it has persisted. The only thing that has even begun to chip away at that rollercoaster curse is another mythical little piece of paper that I received one week ago today. My vaccine card. I felt an equal sense of relief that day, this time with a different tinge. One of hope.
It's been hard for me to feel like I've gained anything from life during this last year, considering all that it's taken from all of us. But I'm taking today to appreciate the time it's given me to reckon with who I am and who I want to be. Today I feel the winds of change, even if it's just a breeze.
Expect to see more from me in the coming days and weeks. I still have so much I want to share, and I hope you'll follow along with me. Go get vaccinated, and I hope to see you all soon.