28/10/2025
The Trouble with Perfect
Lately I’ve been spending more time with clay, trying to perfect a new skill. I tell myself I’m just learning, just practising, but somewhere along the way, I stopped creating and started correcting. Every wobble felt wrong, every imperfection something to hide.
The irony, of course, is that clay doesn’t care about perfection. It has its own rhythm, its own quiet will. It slumps when it wants to, resists when it’s too dry, collapses when you push too hard. It asks you to meet it halfway, not to control it but to listen.
I think that’s what I’d been missing. Waiting until I was good enough before I allowed myself to call it art. But if I keep waiting for that, I’ll be waiting forever. The truth is, the beauty of ceramics, of any art really, lies in the marks of the maker. The fingerprints, the uneven rim, the glaze that runs just a little too far. Those are the things that make it alive.
It’s terrifying, though, putting myself out there in this new way. Photography has always felt like home, but clay feels raw and uncertain. There’s nowhere to hide. Every piece holds its flaws in plain sight, every firing could go wrong, every step asks for patience and surrender. Yet there’s something freeing about that too.
Art isn’t meant to be perfect. It’s meant to mean something. To make you feel something. To remind you that you were here, hands in the clay, heart wide open, shaping something from earth and intention.
So I’m trying to let go. To stop chasing flawless and start embracing real. To find joy in the process again, in the soft hum of the wheel, the cool slip between my fingers, the moment a lump of mud becomes a vessel.
Because maybe that’s the point. Not to make something perfect, but to make something that feels true.
And strangely, clay is the very thing that’s encouraging me to pick up my camera again, it’s re-teaching me to let go and enjoy the process. That and this amazing book - The Creative Life by Sally Mann, days spent watching waves, reading the book and drinking coffee in the wind is healing something I never knew was broken.