03/04/2023
Never allow anyone to treat you poorly. Don't hesitate to walk away from the ones who make you feel not enough and worthless. You are supposed to be happy with the ones you choose to be with. You are worthy, never forget that. You are the kind of person who don't deserve to be hurt. I know sometimes people make you feel terrible about yourself and it makes you want to hate yourself every time they make you feel worthless, but believe me, you deserve a love for yourself that will make you forget all the hatred that you've been keeping in your chest.
I want to remind you that you are an amazing person. Appreciate yourself little by little each day, and you'll realize how much you deserve to be valued. Sometimes, when you're feeling worthless and feeling like you're the worst person in this world, you just have to start treating yourself well and love yourself better. Know your worth and never let anyone be the reason to love yourself less.
There are times where I am losing myself to move forward. I try my best to be productive with my life for I know that I've been feeling lost for how many years now. It seems to me like I am becoming more worthless day by day. It feels like something's pulling my feet to move forward, and the hardest thing to do is forcing myself to live normally every day.
Honestly, I am feeling empty, and I want to stay at my bed until the world understands me. I want to stop the time until I become alright. But I know that those things are impossible to happen. Life continues no matter what I feel, and I realize that I just have to survive every second. I just have to at least try not to become worthless every day.
