27/08/2025
Double exposure self portrait with help from , on Garry Beach, Lewis.
Shots taken: 06/07/25
I am feeling quite laden with emotion.
Maybe I'm tired, maybe I'm a little overwhelmed at starting my first ever self led project a couple of months back.
But jeez I can't stress how amazing it is to go from taking images on a beast of a camera, taking 12 shots often over a few days, stacking up rolls upon rolls and then hand developing them, following that, getting good friend and lab tech .on.tayside.heritage to scan them and then onto the editing and looking at them properly tonight.
It does break my heart (and my oc no d brain) when I have missed focus and not taken a backup of the subject, or the composition isn't right, or something else has gone wrong.. but It's all learning.
My god it's seriously rough at times, especially when you're used to digital.
Then, out of nowhere, you get an incredible image that blows you away, it really is a labour of love.
I'm excited to continue this project that's lead me all over parts of Scotland that I'd never been to before. It's far from over so the images and interviews will have to wait for now but know this, I have learnt more about my practice in the past 8 months than I have in the past 12 years!
Have this double exposure for now and expect a few more to come.
If I've taken your image as part of my 21st century community project (title pending) you can expect the image(s) asap. They won't be on here though as they are being saved for something bigger than Instagram.
Thanks
Ben Bongo