11/06/2025
Jorn,
A year ago today, you left this world —
and since then, it’s been heavy.
Dark.
Unreal at times.
Like something sacred was torn from the middle of my life.
And yet…
my love for you has never faded.
It never will.
Even across dimensions,
I still feel you.
Your energy wraps around me — especially when I wake up at 2 or 3 in the morning every day.
When I jog, I often imagine you waiting at the end of the street.
And I run faster — just to feel your open arms again,
to hear you whisper like you used to:
“Sayangku, it will be alright. I am proud of you.”
You know, it’s exactly what I used to imagine
when my big brother passed away years ago —
that same vision of someone I loved so deeply
waiting for me at the end of the pain.
That memory carried me through then.
And now, you do the same.
I want you to know:
I’m alright now.
I’m standing again.
And I’m working on your dream — with all my heart.
I’ve found a team.
People who believe.
People who carry your vision beside me.
I’m sorry I couldn’t do it sooner…
I was busy gathering my broken pieces.
But I’m here now.
And every step forward, I take with you.
Please keep watching over us.
Guide us.
Walk with us — step by step, with love, with intention, with grace.
Everything I build, everything I create now…
is for you, too.
With all our love and prayers.. Rest in Peace 🤍🤍🤍
