01/10/2025
Today Aimee and I would be celebrating our 5 year wedding anniversary. One of the first major milestones that we would be sharing on our journey through life together.
I’m absolutely heart broken that I don’t get to share this moment with you. A day of celebration we worked so hard towards together is finally here and I can’t put into words the pain of not being able to share that joy with you.
You were my best friend. My absolute rock in good times and bad. I feel so blessed to have had you in my life, yet so robbed that you’ve been taken away from me.
I feel happy that I have all these amazing memories with you, yet so angry that the opportunity to make more was taken away from us.
Not a moment goes by where I don’t think about you. My heart feels like it’s being torn in half today, and the realisation that the moments we were always excited to share together can only live on as memories.
I’m trying to be positive, which feels infinitely impossible today. I’m trying to be thankful, grateful. But how can I when I miss you with such desperation. On today of all days when I miss you more in a way that I never thought possible.
I love you with all of my heart my love. I know that today that you’re by my side celebrating with me, even if I can’t see you. To another 5 years 💜
