18/06/2026
There are places I keep returning to whenever life becomes too loud. Not because they have answers. Not because they can fix what is broken. But because they remind me that not everything in this world is in a hurry.
The sea never rushes. The sky never forces itself to change colors. Even these small boats floating in the distance seem to understand something I am still trying to learn: that there is a difference between moving and finding peace.
Lately, I have been carrying more than I know how to explain.
The weight of things left unsaid. The memories that visit without warning. The questions that never seem to find answers no matter how many nights I spend thinking about them. Some days, I convince myself that I am doing fine. Other days, I feel like I am only surviving because I do not know what else to do.
And maybe that is why I am drawn to places like this.
Because the sea does not ask me to be okay. It does not ask me to be strong. It simply lets me exist.
For a moment, I can stop pretending that I have everything figured out. I can stop searching for meaning in every loss and every goodbye. I can stop fighting battles that have already taken more from me than they ever should have.
I can just sit here and watch the water. And somehow, that feels enough.
I think we spend so much of our lives believing that healing looks like progress. We tell ourselves that we need to move forward, move on, move faster. But standing here, watching the evening settle over the sea, I wonder if healing sometimes looks different.
Maybe healing is allowing yourself to be still. Maybe it is accepting that not every wound needs to disappear before you can continue living. Maybe it is understanding that some sadness stays with us—not to punish us, but to remind us of what mattered.
The sky will grow darker soon. The boats will eventually return to shore. This moment will pass the same way every beautiful thing eventually does.
But for now, everything is quiet.
And for the first time in a long while, I do not feel the need to run from that silence.
I think I need it.
I think I have needed it for a very long time.