12/27/2023
Underwater Series 2/3
”Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance.“
James 1:2-3 NIV
Trials bring us closer to God. They teach us how to cling to Him in times of doubt and fear. They teach us what true full hearted submission to the Father looks like. Letting go and letting God.
The Lord uses these trials to refine us. Chipping away at things that bring us further from Him and giving us blessings that bring us towards Him.
Chipping away: envy, pride, selfishness, temptations, evil desires, fear, lust, wrong motives, etc.
Blessings He brings: peace, love, joy, hope, wisdom, kindness, perseverance, faith, etc.
Without those trials we wouldn’t be as close to Him as we are today. One of my hardest trials hit right around the end of 2020, felt a lot like this photo. Being dragged, flipped, tossed, scared, couldn’t breath, I saw no way out. I forgot about the power of the Lord and I didn’t think He heard me. I was too deep. Too far gone. I felt no extra energy to seek Him.
After a few months of lost hope, I decided to open my Bible again. I forced myself to read every day. He gently guided me in the way I should go. Like the leash from my surfboard pulling me back to the surface. I found a nutritionist, who helped me eat again. I found a therapist who helped me find passion for life again. And I found the Lord, who gave me hope to live again.
Whoever is reading this, I am praying for you. I pray that He would bring healing to you and whatever you are struggling with. I pray that you would find hope and joy in Him. Reach out to me in the comments or dm if you need specific prayer. I would love to pray for you! 🩵 you are loved.