01/18/2026
8:30 am this morning and I'm enjoying the sun on my face, as well as the fact that my mood has shifted 180 degrees overnight. It may not look like it, but I'm loving being me right now. The past week had been heavy, for whatever reasons. The world, the inescapable news cycle, the fact that a numeral was shifting on my chronological age, watching humans get duped into an endless cycle of dugital dopamine hits, who knows, but it sucked.
I spent the past couple of days in the company of old and dear friends, pushing my emotions to the side and doing my best to put on a brave face. But it wasnt until I was asked to reflect on, by a special friend last night, what I was proud of the most over the 365 previous days that had past, did I realize what a special life I have. It's not fancy, but its real. The people i surround myself with are real. I've done things I never dreamed of doing 10 years ago. I'm not winning awards or cashing big checks, but that's not the point. I've challenged myself and actually made stuff I'm proud of, while meeting amazing new humans along the way.
As I watched the delightful performance of one of favorite local artists, I took a moment to take a hard look at myself, and wonder how I got here, to this place that can be so mentally challenging and rewarding all the same. Im not the only one that feels this way, was my realization, and that is the hard truth.
Today is a new day...