04/01/2026
April 1st we celebrate my CANCER FREEiversary ❤️🔥
This year is the best one yet because after six years of exams every six months, my last CT scan in March came back CLEAR! NOTHING. There was a brief period of doubt, but the cancer stayed gone.
🏁It’s officially official: CANCER FREE.
if you’re new here, or enjoy personal lore ⤵️
in August of 2019 I had an abnormal pap.
After multiple procedures, more tests, and more surgeries my results were still coming back as cancerous.
In February of 2020 my incredible oncologist held my hands as she told me I would need a radical hysterectomy.
Devastated feels like an understatement.
I was so young - still am.
We wanted another baby so badly. We looked at freezing eggs but couldn’t get an appointment until later in the year. It was a decision that was ripped away from us in an instant. Months and months and months of gut punches and this felt like the final blow.
My hysterectomy had to happen as soon as possible. The only available date was for april fools day. You just have to laugh at that point! What a cruel preemptive prank, universe.
But, um, a global pandemic hit. It truly felt like every day since August 2019 was more worse than the last. My surgery date finally arrived but it would look a lot different from my other hospital experiences. Due to COVID restrictions no one was allowed inside the hospital with me. I had to do the hard part completely alone. No George. No family visits. Just me overnight in the COVID wing of the hospital while wearing a red bandana (because we didn’t have extra masks then!) I looked like a bandit lol It feels like a fever dream.
Now that we’re on the other side of it, it’s a good thing the hysterectomy happened though because that’s how she found the tumor. She thought it was just cancerous cells on my cervix. Nope. There was a whole tumor hiding!
It’s been a long, long, long, sad, devastating, grief filled journey that finally feels safe to breathe. There’s so much joy on the other side of this when it felt like there would never be ☀️
Get your HPV vaccine + schedule a pap
{photo 1: today; photo 2: live reaction to telling george im cancer free. I cherish this}