03/02/2023
Unnamed, touched up it could probably be a song.
Tightness in my chest, sickness in my brain, thinking how to fix it while the venom fills my veins. Daggers in my heart, with nobody to blame, going through these horrors like there's everything to gain. You think this all a game? I know you really don't, but it's paradoxically all the same. Insane, the things that rattle round my brain.
everything to lose, it's hard when all i see is leading straight back into you, or maybe i need a jacket to quiet this insufferable racket, isolation consumes most of the lights up in my Attic, but it gives me the time to write my rhymes through the static.
Explorer is synonymous, within my name, You know I carry those extraterrestrial brain waves, and carry them well, I don't think I can fail, swinging at the void like a kid with a flail.
I could never run away, nonexistent in my DNA, secured to my belay, till you start to gainsay. I don't see dooms day, I see the end of gloomy days, eating rhymes like a buffet, feeling like a cliche until I see a clear-way, not stopping till I see or make the necessary headway, Ignoring all the hearsay never been one to inveigh, or invade, I could literally go. all. Day. 😏
Clocked & docked in, ready to blast off like a Rocket, concocting my options, i refuse to be gridlocked in this cage you insist I'm locked in.
My resolve is powerful like the heat in the summer, looking down at the ground, like a parachute jumper, I told you my wings were that of a wyvern, as my emotions enliven, working through this like a striver, thinking of ways like the finest contriver, pushing off the surface like a bat out of hell, can't you tell, I'm an Urses, dimorphis, the beast, versus, myself, traveling down my cursus, feeling nervous but busting down doors like a bucentaur.
Carbon under pressure, I shine light like the blinding snow of December, while burning up like an ember, teeth are fine tuned and sharp enough to dismember, braving This weather in all of my splendor, got a bit of a temper but also quite tender and very much a defender and I rarely make a move, extempore.
I'll show you I can maintain this mainframe, and heal the hurt Within these membranes.
Updated the software program this ain't no flimflam, wham bam, like a 64 trigram hand, for the Naruto fans, seeing double like mirages holograms, gallant man, upgraded chips and circuit boards, got the finest hardware's galore, the grace of god running through these sparking cords. Liquid coolant systems, i never overheat, so you know I can handle these impossible feats. These pyers of mine only grow higher and higher as society fears to jump into the fire.
Scared of hights and being drown by the night, but I refuse to fall or lose this fight.
piling all this stress gotta soldier through this mess like im playing a game of chess with this hole inside my chest.
Okay imma stop for now. I'm exhausted. I'll finish it and touch it up later 🖤😴 4 and a half hrs deep.
-CM
