07/09/2022
Hey! Remember me? It’s been a minute! Let’s talk 🌞🌿
Being completely honest, within this last month I was about to completely deactivate my Instagram. Like full mental breakdown because I thought I COULDN’T do this anymore. My anxiety had convinced me “I’m not good enough to do this”, “I’m too young”, “nobody takes me seriously because I’m a photographer in college”.
It’s still been rough. There is a human behind each and every instagram account. I am human. I struggles with a lot of anxiety at times. I’m healing from things I experienced as a kid and heal that inner child. I overwhelm myself too much and am teaching myself how to relax. However, after each and every season I photograph, I get a feeling of such overwhelming joy seeing people in love. Following people’s journeys. It has reminded me to stay grounded and present in not only my life, but the world that surrounds me.
Yes. I am living my best life, but there still are struggles and growing up that takes self-awareness that we often aren’t taught.
Cheers to pushing limits, finding yourself, and realize that it’s okay if you need to navigate the chaos to find balance and reason. ☯️
Know if your DM goes unanswered, reach out again because I get overwhelmed at times. Know that I still love and care. Know that if you even just want to chat- I would love that 💛
- With Love, Kayla Jaye