10/28/2019
Yet another love letter to my community,
Yesterday I was struggling. I’ve been working on wrapping my head around being almost one month away from maternity leave. My work pipeline has begun slowing down as I gear up and I’ve been facing many mixed emotions on this transition. In the past month I moved my office back home and have been attempting to get back into the grove of life when WFH. Add in the firey heat wave San Francisco experienced the last few days and this gal here was spent! Our monthly Tuesday’s Together meet up rolled up on me before I could even blink this month. To be honest, after battling the heat all day yesterday, I was lacking the motivation for our meet up but feeling the pressure as the community leader to push through.
I began messaging friends in my community and received nothing but outpouring support. With some encouragement I decided to move our meet up to the beach where we could catch a breeze and take some fun pictures instead of meeting at our usual place that’s sans AC (like all of SF). I was nervous and reluctant and apologetic for the last minute change, but as always my community showed up with outpouring love. We lined up for a group photo at the end of the evening and I overheard someone say, “This was so great! I needed this tonight!”. Ah yes! That right there, that is why I do this! .
Sometimes “networking” and community can feel like going to the gym. You drag your feet a little to get into the door, wonder who will be there, feel pressure to be “more” then you already are, and you see the potential effort you’re going to need to bring to the table to accomplish this. BUT just like going to that work out class, by the end you find that you were enough as you are all along, showing up was your effort AND accomplishment, and that others were just as reluctant as you. And just like that gym class you leave feeling so refreshed and with your brim filled back up.
That’s what this community was for me last night. Thank you for showing up and beating the heat at the beach! Thank you for bringing this rockstar dress that you so sweetly explained fit my vibrant personality. We made waves! 🌊 @ Crissy Field Beach