02/18/2023
So...I don't post a lot here. As you can see. It's mostly a place for people to be able to contact me if they don't have any other means. This morning I thought, if I don't ever post here, at least my last post should reflect something of me out to the world. Well. The tiny part of me that is good anyway. ;)
I'm not gonna lie, it seems like things have gone a bit sideways in the world, and just as they seem to be righting themselves, another wave breaks over us. I don't care what you look like, what your politics are or your religion or your financial status or what bathroom you use. Things have been shaken. We have been shook. A lot of the places that we would normally turn for solace seem drained of color a bit.
But. The reality is, the big picture hasn't changed. Not at all. Your neighbors and family haven't turned into vile alien beings who want you to suffer. We've just been...artificially divided. We're all still here just trying to provide for ourselves and our families as best we are equipped. It's always been the case that some are far more equipped for such things than others. We all want the same things. We all want to be happy. And I want that for all of you. Every one of you.
There is a line in Paradise Lost that without context (you need to remove the context and the religion if it clouds the message for you), makes perfect sense here:
The mind is its own place, and in it self
Can make a Heav'n of Hell, a Hell of Heav'n
I think there's money to be made by making a hell of heaven inside of us. So it's been happening for a long time now. And we just need to stop that. Just stop. Because we can.
I don't ever ask people to smile. There's something sad to me about expecting that turning up the corners of your mouth means you've actually moved from despondency to joy. But, on any day that you feel bad, I wish that I could say something so wicked, so innocent, so outrageous that the seed of that smile inside you would burst open into a thousand sun-flowers and explode whatever bad feeling had you in its grips.
I wish all of you, each one of you, the freedom of mind to differentiate between the picture that others with something to gain will show you and the reality they will build for you in order that they will make a single nickel, and the show that the universe is putting on for you every day, just for you. All for you.
Be free people. Be free.