06/13/2026
Sharing with permission from mother.
TW (trigger warning): Miscarriage
โฅ Have you ever had a moment that you looked up and thought to yourself "that has to be God". Well, that is what happened to every one of us during this special photo session. โ
๐ฃLeading up to this photo session, there were many sensitive conversations between Deme and I. She had disclosed that she had a miscarriage prior to this pregnancy. If you have followed my page for a while, you will know that this is a topic that is so very close to my heart.
๐One of Deme's main requests were that a rainbow be incorporated into the photo session. It was to represent the rainbow that comes after the storm, celebrating their rainbow baby. I brought supplies for painted rainbow handprints to be placed on her belly by her children, and she brought rainbow-colored balloons.
โ We had rescheduled the photo session 2x because it was important to the family that the weather not be gloomy, they wanted a bright sky for this celebration. We even changed the location just in case we ended up with a gloomy sky, so that I could incorporate some color from the background. The day of the photo session, the sky was less than desirable, but we decided to move forward. Right before the photo session, the sky started to clear up.
I told the family that we were going to move to a different spot in the park, get the rainbow balloons ready, and take the photo with a rainbow incorporated. After untangling the balloons, I handed them to the family and asked them to look up at them. Zach, their oldest son, yelled "there's a rainbow". I learned quickly that these silly boys liked to goof off (and they were in good company because I do too), so it was understandable when their mom replied with something along the lines of "quit playin with me".
๐๐๐๐To our surprise, we looked up to see a rainbow in the sky!!! ๐๐๐๐
โ โฃ I know that this is a photography page, not a church sermon page. Friends, hear me out, when I decided to start this career, I dedicated it to the Lord. I promised Him that during my time as a photographer, I would pray for every family I encounter and love my clients with the best representation of the love of Jesus. I cannot pluck Him out of the storyline. If you have a relationship with Jesus, you know that a rainbow represents the goodness of His promises.
๐God was in the rescheduling.
๐God was in the location change.
๐God knew that choosing to use balloons would prompt me to have them look up at them. That lead her first born to see the rainbow in the sky.
๐ He was in the perfect timing.
โกAnd the part that is not often talked about is that He was there during the miscarriage.
๐Whatever heartbreak you are facing today, know this. He is close to the brokenhearted. He collects our tears. He turns His ear to hear. & if you are wandering, it is not too late to hand over that aching heart to a God who is in all the details.