02/01/2026
✨Things change…
They really do. And the change is never expected but God knows His plan for me. My future is not mine to decide and with that comes an overwhelming sense of peace regardless of how hard this decision has been.
Reason 1:
These last couple years have been some of the hardest with family relationships, getting married and learning how to be the best wife I could be to my husband as well as juggling aspirations, social interactions and finding time to relax. The Lord presents certain challenges to make us stronger in Him and I have grown so much in my faith during those experiences. No one is perfect and I’m still learning.
When experiencing challenges during these past few years and overcoming them, philosophy begins to shift. We learn as we grow. Since my experience planning my own wedding, I started asking, “Why,” which is not a great position to be in as a wedding photographer.
Why do we do this… why do we do that… why is this so expensive… because when it boils down to it, all that matters is your MARRIAGE. Your wedding is ONE DAY, but your marriage is an EVERLASTING covenant with your Heavenly Father.
Don’t get me wrong, you should want your wedding to be beautiful, but I believe that we have landed in such a material society that the actual marriage is overshadowed. We care more about party favors and throwing the most memorable wedding that we forget why we’re actually there.
Reason 2:
When I first started taking pictures in 2020, I was SO excited to get myself out there. I was excited to find my style and work with the most amazing brides and grooms. I put time and money into building my business.
I started second shooting in 2021 with a photographer I really looked up to. I thought I had made it. She really taught me most everything I know about weddings. This whole story really couldn’t be told without her because she started as a mentor but quickly became a friend and we had so much fun. I could never be grateful enough to her.
2024 was the biggest wedding season I had ever had. I had a lot of experience under me at this point. I was ready to take it head on as the lead photographer.
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