05/16/2022
Hey hey
Long time, no talk
A lot has happened in my professional life the last year and basically Iβve been extremely depressed so my creativity has taken a nose dive. Picking up my camera felt like a lot of work - it was too heavy.
I was putting a lot of work into projects that didnβt bring me any joy and people who maybe werenβt the most appreciative of my efforts. I feel like Iβve lost people that I truly care about due to my inability to function properly over the last 6 months. Iβve never felt more alone honestly.
Sometimes itβs hard to feel like the hits will ever stop coming but here we are
I went to New York this past weekend. This city never fails to rejuvenate me even if I did experience all of the worst luck while I was there. Being in a place so alive with creativity and the hum of people really helped to wake me up I think. We all need that from time to time.
My work with Crybaby Management has been extremely important to me the last 2.5 years but I feel like in my soul, itβs not bringing me as much joy as it used to. Maybe that will change, maybe it wonβt. For now, my work with The Jenkins Twins continues while I focus on doing the things that I love again.
If youβre still reading this, I just want to say:
- I appreciate you immensely
- if you ever need to talk, reach out to me and Iβll do my best to help you
- if you feel like our friendship has waned and you have interest in rekindling, please get ahold of me.
Xoxo
Brooklyn, NY
2022