11/14/2025
I have never shared my personal life here. Today, that changes.
Four weeks ago today, my 6.5 year relationship ended and everything fell apart. Overnight, I was packing boxes, moving back to my parents' house, and trying to figure how to start over. Atlas, - teenage dog antics, big feelings, and all - was the only constant.
For the past 4 years, I have kept my personal life separate from Sweet Camellia Photography. I thought professionalism meant perfection, and that showing up for my clients meant hiding my own growing pains.
But I have come to realize that, by keeping my full self out of this business, I have been doing us both a disservice. And maybe you do need to know that the person behind the camera understands what it feels like when life doesn't go as planned. When you're trying to take care of your dog while struggling to take care of yourself. When your pet's wildest behaviors, the training gaps, seem to stick out like a sore thumb. When you're just trying to hold it all together.
I'm learning that showing up authentically matters more than showing up perfectly. For Atlas. For me. And for the work I do with you.
If this is you, too: you're not alone. Your dog doesn't need you to be perfect. They just need you to show up
So, I wrote about all of it: the breakup, the shame, the struggle of becoming the sole guardian to a teenage dog with separation anxiety, and what I'm learning from it all.
If you need to read this today, the link is in the comments. 🤍