05/12/2026
Today is our 42nd wedding anniversary. The last few days have been a roller coaster of emotions. You’ve been gone for almost 2 years and it seems so much longer but yet not. Today is our anniversary and I’m still counting the years even though we’re apart. I love you but I’m sad you’re no longer with me. I’m comforted knowing you’re in Heaven with Jesus but I’m lonely without you. I’m stronger now than I was 23 months ago but I’m still weak. It’s so hard without you, the nights close in around me like a heavy blanket.
I miss your voice, your smile & laugh, your love and hugs, your unwavering support & attention to detail, I miss all of You!! The emotional roller coaster is real and frightening sometimes but Jesus is holding me close. He won’t let me fall, the roller coaster will not derail as long as I keep my eyes on Him.
I’ll love you forever, even after I take my last breath here on earth. Happy Anniversary Hank ❤️💔
“If your eyes are on the storm, you’ll wonder if I love you still. But if your eyes are on the cross, you’ll know I always have and always will. And not a tear is wasted. In time, you’ll understand. I’m painting beauty with the ashes, your life is in My hands. So when you’re on your knees and answers seem so far away. You’re not alone, stop holding on and just be held. Your world’s not falling apart, it’s falling into place. I’m on the throne, stop holding on and just be held”
“Held” by Casting Crowns