04/13/2022
Okay, so if you're still waiting on the final edits from your photoshoot, please bare with me, they're coming. I know that my business should be my priority, and it is, but when something that involves my family comes up, they are my priority, always.
Every time I feel like I've caught up and I'm getting ahead, life goes ahead and throws a dart in that bubble, and I get knocked back again.
if you know me, you know how close I am with my mom.
that woman is my rock, my best friend, and the best mom in the world.
well, she is back in new orleans, undergoing yet another surgery. this makes over 30 surgeries for her. she is tired, she feels defeated, and she is ready to be done with this.
6 months ago, she had another shoulder surgery to "fix" her previous shoulder replacement surgery.
well, her shoulder has had her in the worst pain, and it ended up being infected again, due to the prosthetic itself and her body rejecting it.
so, my entire focus right now has been shifted.
my business is, and will forever be, my baby. so, I don't think it's fair to only give my business and my clients "half" of my best work, because my focus and my mind aren't in the best place.
thank you all for being so patient, kind, and understanding through this process.
I am still working to get the final edits finished and turned out, it's just taking me a little bit longer.
so, with all of that being said, send good vibes to us but especially to my mom. she doesn't deserve this. I am still waiting for an update, and once I know more, I will update.
and to my mom, we love you so much, momma/mawmaw.
we cannot wait for you to come home.
we miss you, so much, but we will be here with open arms when you get to come home.
and to my (step)dad, you are truly the man we've always prayed she'd find. you are killing it. you are the best husband to my mom, and one of the best dads to us. (we have 3 dads, they're all amazing.) so, thank you for taking care of her as much as you do.
we also love you, gilman/pawpaw.
but I am going to end this here, because I am an unstable, emotional wreck. I am scared, I am worried, I am shattered that this is happening again.
I will end it with this, please just keep us in your thoughts, prayers and send all the good vibes you can muster.
we got this. 🤍