10/26/2023
Hiiiiiiiiiii everyoneeeeeeeee 👋👋👋
I just wanted to share a little bit of what’s been going on in my life lately, I know I’ve been hard to reach and a bit absent on this page.
The month of September was a hard month for me and my family. I lost both an uncle and my mom within a week of each other. My mom had stage 4 metastatic breast cancer and was put on hospice in August. With her being on hospice, I knew I was going to eventually lose her but we didn’t expect to lose her as fast as we did. She tested positive for covid a couple of days before she passed. I truly believe covid is what escalated her condition and caused her to decline faster. Thankfully I was by her side holding her hand when she passed. It was one of the hardest moments of my life. I work in EMS and I’ve seen horrible things, but this was one of the worst days for me. I am forever grateful to have been by her side though, I will always cherish those last moments with her. I will never forget her looking up at me and saying “my beautiful baby girl” 🥺🥺🥺
Losing not only my mom but an uncle I loved dearly sent me off the grid for a while. It was very hard to even get out of bed. Grief comes in waves. Some moments are easier and some moments are unbearable. I needed to step away from work to focus on just moving forward with life. I do apologize for being out of reach, that’s never a goal of mine. To be honest, some days I was just trying to get off the couch.
I am also still in school for my advanced EMT. I will be finished end of November/beginning of December if all goes as planned. Balancing everything has been tough, I’m not going to lie.
I am slowly getting my feet back on the ground and trying to respond to people I’ve left hanging throughout this time.
Please be patient with me. If you’re interested in scheduling a session, please reach out. My website is down, I had been working on a remodel but with everything that happened that got put on the back burner. So just send me a message on here and I’ll get back with you when I can!
I truly do love this job.
I truly do love my clients.
I look forward to working with you all and providing beautiful memories for you to keep. You truly don’t realize how meaningful photographs are until it’s all you have left 🖤
Xo
Heidi